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I don't know if posting via email works...but I'll give it a while.  If it doesn't, I guess I can copy/paste it later.

I'm alive.  Doing better then I anticipated, at least so far.  I have very little appetite, which I guess could be a blessing disguise.  I've got a little bit of financial rearranging to do, then I will be joining the gym again ASAP.  Mainly, for something to do with the added benefits of getting in better shape (again) & maybe meeting people.

I'm going to David's Friends tonight.  I don't really want to, but I know I should.  Jo wants to go with me, so whatever.  Red won't be there.  Darn.  Maybe #4 will be there.  This heartbroken train wreck of a girl needs some eye candy, at least.  ;-)

I hate being heartbroken, I hate being a train wreck...but I WILL come out of this stronger dammit.  Or dead.  ;-)

I'm dreading heading up north (to my cool grandparents house) this weekend, like never before.  Its one of my favorite places on this earth, yet there's only one place I'd like to be, in my friend's arm...and I'm not wanted there anymore.  THIS SUCKS

God is love!


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