Dare You To Move

Rehersal went well, not great, but well. This drama club gig really needs to change. Julie, the lady in charge, is on my LAST NERVE! I made it known to numerous people today. Hello...you are IN CHARGE, WHY did you call me TWO times to see what time rehersal was at today?!!

Pastor D & I had a few good converstations about life today. He knows I feel like I'm at a major crossroad in my life, and just haven't figured out the plan yet. I also, let him know how I felt after last weeks sermon. My exact words about last weeks message was "Pastor D, I went home & told my Dad that I felt like we ALL got ripped new buttholes for 1.5 hours." I still have mixed feelings regarding Pastor D. I'm trying to trust him, but 1) I don't trust easily and 2) He's NOT Pastor M!

My life, my blog.

Pastor D also brought it to my attention, that he's aware that Red & I are having issues. Pastor D feels like Red & I need to stop playing "Cat & Mouse, and chasing each other in circles" already and decide what we want. This is all very interesting. Pastor D told me I can't be scared forever. What does he think I'm scared of? Who's talking to him about me?

Should I shave/shower now or after my nap? Should I call Shell & see when/where we are meeting now or later? I think she told me when/where but I don't remember. Should I watch TV or nap? I'm definitly napping...but maybe I'll watch TV 1st. The show I want to watch is on at 15:00. Nap 16:00-18:00, then call Shell, that should work. Gives me time to get ready & stuff and still be to the city to go out. Yeah...that's my plan, for now.

T out.