I'm having an emotional day, an "I miss ST" emotional day. On and off lately, I miss the great friendships I had in ST & SML. Lately...ST hasn't been far from my mind. Tonight, for some reason tonight while watching "The Bachelor", I don't know why, but it set me off. I can say, without a doubt, I am 100% okay (and probably glad) that our relationship didn't work out, that we didn't get married. But right now, that our friendship basically doesn't exist any longer makes me SAD. I feel like I'm going through the painful break up again or something.

God is love.