I haven't gotten quality sleep lately. Not since Monday, for sure. Last night, was the worst. I had one of the worst dreams of my life. I don't remember any details, I just remember that my nephew TOY (the 11 year old, the middle one) was murdered by his Mom and/or Step-Father. HORRIBLE, I tell you.

My sister, JJ and her husband and three boys will be coming here for the weekend. The situation with me and JJ is back to being strained. I do NOT want her here. Her kids, YES...excited to see them, but not her nor her husband.

God is love.