I know I am in a depressed funk, I wish people would leave me alone, especially my family. They are clueless about how much worse they make things when I'm like this.

I am sick of feeling like whatever I do for my parents, ESPECIALLY my Dad will NEVER be good enough

I am sick of my Mom going nuts about missing Jo. Mom is on my case all the time about Jo did this, Jo did that, Jo took me here, etc. Kiss my ass, I'm NOT Jo. I don't want to be Jo, I don't want to be LIKE Jo.

Physically, I've been in pain lately. I just want it to end. That's all. My physical and mental pain, to end.

God is love.