A Little Gasoline

Last night, I spent a great deal of time outside, chilling with myself and God. That's one of the COOL things about farm life...being outside at dusk. Ahhh. Relaxing.

It hit me like a brick wall. My being annoyed with everyone/thing was me having a minor tantrum over NOT being in control, this giving everything to God stuff. I'm a control freak by nature, always have been and I'm working VERY hard at not being one anymore. It sucks.

I want MY way, when I want it, why I want it....and that's NOT how God works.

T out.