A long time ago now (I probably blogged about it when it happened), I had a dream (more like a nightmare) that my Mom passed away and ST & SML both missed the funeral. I remember talking to both of them about it, especially SML and he assured me it would never be like that.
Mom's health has been pretty decent lately, praise God.
I keep replaying that dream & converstations in my head all the time recently. SML and I recently had a huge falling out, or something like that, so I'm sure that's why. I just am so hurt by SML right now. ST lives far away, works (& travels for work) a lot, and has a new GF (which I'm SO happy about!), so I feel like he'll never have time for me again.
Back to the doctor I go tomorrow & then to deal w/ HR at work. I AM strong enough to deal with everything.
God is love.
posted by T @ 23:01
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