I need to remember I'm NOT the same person I was 5 months ago. My health issues even when under control only take a little bit of not following the rules to get OUT of control! Hell, even when I follow all the rules there is NO promise that I will stay in remission. I hate using the word remission, because to me that screams cancer, but that is the word that the medical field uses. I HATE not being to able to do everything I want whenever I want.
I might go to the Detroit Zoo with JJ and Jax tomorrow. I want to but...yeah.
I have been thinking about my friends lately. Sometimes I get sad that I don't have ONE clear cut and dry BEST FRIENDSHIP. I had ONE for YEARS and at the end, I made a clear choice to END the friendship. I don't miss this person AT ALL but I miss the friendship sometimes. Then I realize I have GREAT friendships with MANY people and my friends ROCK!! If I had to pick just ONE person to classify as MY best friend, this is such a hard task. Taking my family members out of the chosing, at this point in my life, I would say ST would be the man. ST and I have been thru it all, to hell and back with each other. Its been almost 10 years since we met (October 9, 1998) and I can't imagine my life without him in it! We aren't as close as we have been in the past but that's what happens when you live 5 hours apart, have different schedules, friends, and stuff. We both know, in a heartbeat, in times of need, we've got each others back! When we broke up for good about 4 years ago, I prayed we would be friends and I've been blessed beyond my wildest dreams! I could go on and on about how my friends ROCK! I've been so blessed. Sometimes I forget that...but I'm glad for the times I remember how GREAT my friends are. I just hope everyone in the world is blessed with friends as great as mine!
God is love!
posted by T @ 21:54
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