Here For The Party

I had a terrible day at work. I don't know why it was so terrible, it just was. From the moment I sat down, it sucked. I didn't work 9.5 again like planned. Darn.

The only other thing I have enough energy to comment on...is...I miss him. I couldn't make it thru a mushy TV show last night. I came to my bedroom just hystrical. I'm now writing to ST (the old fashion pen & paper kind of writing) about my deep down true 100% mixed feelings. I don't know if I'll ever give it to him, but getting it out might help. I love him and I miss him.