Crazy Blue

The bad gut feeling I have isn't getting better like I was hoping. Its getting worse with every passing second. I've been thru worse, and came out okay...so I know this feeling will go away at some point.

On the way home today, Mom brought up Red & ST, out of left field. She was saying how she feels like one of them is who I'm am meant to be with. Blah blah blah. This converstation went on for a while. Now, if I could take both of their great qualities and combine them I'd be set forever! But since I can't...I'm alone, for what feels like forever. God's time, God's plan.

I'm not in a bad place mentally, but not a great place either. I think I'm going to bed well before hockey/American Idol is over.

God is good, all the time. All the time, God is good.