I am computer-less at the moment.  I am using Dad's dinosaur, virus infested POS at the moment.  Ugh.  I ordered the part I need for my laptop, it shipped yesterday, going priority mail...and only 2 states away.  PRAYING for it to arrive Monday.  Dad is already PISSED at me for "messing up his icons."  LMAO.

Tomorrow, I am going to the Lions vs Vikings game.  Excited to see Ford Field!  Could care less about the Lions.  I'm also nervous about running into a friend.  I have my reasons, but I am kinda living two lives at the moment.  As soon as I have time to sit down and talk to one person, I won't be...but that time hasn't come and the issues at hand, this person needs to hear from ME, face to face...and NO ONE else.  Ugh.  Of course, when I have time, this person doesn't.  Oh well, I can only control so much.

God is love.

For the first time in my LIFE, I am dating someone that prays for us and prays for me and prays with me.  AMAZING.

God is good, all the time.  All the time, God is good.

WTF! I haven't bothered blogging lately since I couldn't sign in and was going to have to post via email...but just for the hell of it, I tried today and it let me sign in. What gives?!

So, last time I wrote, I should have been having the time of my life and wasn't! I went on vacation to visit an old friend that I hadn't seen in 2 years. It was HELL! Less then 24 hours after I got there, I kicked the friend out of my hotel room, tried to leave early but that wasn't possible so I rented a car and made the best of it. I went and did all kinds of things by myself. I did the best I could to make it a decent trip. Where parts of the trip (the first 24 hours) stirred up things from my past that I NEVER wanted to deal with again, I was forced to step outside of my box SOOOO much and do things I never thought I was capable of.

Since then, lots has been going on.

I had a HUGE fight with my dead friend J. Where I do not think I was wrong, after talking with my Dad (and remember I am the worlds biggest daddy's girl!), Dad said sometimes its just better to be the bigger person and apologize for fighting and try to move past it. Well, I did just that last night after thinking and praying about it. WELL, it backfired and J was a jerkball. So, now I have no idea where that leaves us, and I feel bad like his wife is almost in the middle.

My non-existent dating life has became existent. :-) And where I am happy with what's going on, I am a people pleaser to a fault...and I KNOW the great majority of people are going to have issues with it, so I've got a lot to think about. Fireproof with Kirk Cameron is one of my favorite movies. There is a line in the movie, "Fireproof doesn't mean the fire will never come. It means when the fire comes that you will be able to withstand it." That's the line that's going to carry me through this mess.

My parents went up to my Gpaw's house for Labor Day weekend. Not once, but TWICE my Dad got attacked by Gpaw's cat. I laughed when I heard about it, until I saw my Dad. I was expecting a few scratches, but when they said attacked, that's what they meant!!!! Dad went to the doctor yesterday, and now has meds to take and knows what to look for if something goes bad. His right leg and hand look like he went through a blender.

God is love.