The Spaz Says

My life is boring! I'll waste you time with a little of this, a little of that, and a whole bunch of nothing!

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Shine

Christmas was stressful, annoying, irritating, and fantastic! I don't think I would have survived without my friend. Of course, his family was part of the stress, but we made it through everything together. Of course, there were Xanax involved.

My friend and I are supposed to be spending today together. He told me he didn't want me to go shopping with Shell. Fine, okay...not a problem. We've had to do SO much lately and quality time together hasn't happened. WELL, he's sleeping! We slepted in until nearly 11:00, by 15:00 he was napping. Now, of course, I'll want to go to be EARLY (waking at 04:30 after 5 days off is a real bi*ch) and he won't want to. Quality time at its best.

My friend and I have TONS of gifts to return. Lots of stuff we bought for others then found better stuff, lots of stuff that doesn't fit, a few things we don't like & a few duplicates. Our families & friends were just great this holiday season. I feel truly blessed.

God is love!

Thursday, December 21, 2006

Quality Girl

So Blogger sucks. I can't post via email anymore (maybe I can, if I switch to their new system, but I have NO time for learning that right now)

The David's Friends party was a good time. Lots of people I hadn't seen in months...like Erob, Thick, Mell & Red's Oldest Sister.

After today, I'm off work for 5 DAYS! Wahooooo!!!!!!!

God is good, all the time. All the time, God is good!

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Honky's Ladder

Blah. Bahhhhh humbug! I'm (along with my friend) just feeling stressed and overwhelmed with the holidays. My sister JJ, and his brother/my friend J (JJ and J actually have the same name) are driving us crazy, have had us both in tears. I can't begin to explain how upset I am with my sister. Jesus is the reason for the season.

Monday night I stepped outside my box and went to a trim-a-tree party that my friend Dani was having. Dani works with me and is moving to AZ soon. I'm going to miss her. I had a good time at the party, even though I knew no one! Of course, I did have a small panic attack before it though.

Off to David's Friends Christmas Party.

God is love!

Friday, December 15, 2006

Bulletproof

I'm not having much faith that this post will show up.  I'm trying (again) to post via email.

I might be baby-sitting Jax today.  Of course, JJ never called back, so I don't really know.  Knowing JJ, she'll call at about 14:30.  I need to see my baby.  I haven't seen him since Halloween.  BAD AUNT T!!

Its Friday.  I don't know the last time I was THIS excited for a Friday.  I get to see my friend today.  I haven't seen him since Tuesday.  That's the longest we've been apart.  Silly I know.

Have a blessed weekend.

God is good, all the time.  All the time, God is good!

Thursday, December 14, 2006

Conjure Me


Life is going well. Lots of little things I normally would be typing here, but I just don't feel like it lately. When I'm in Farmville USA, I've got so much to do. At my friend's house, I'd rather spend time with him. At Gma's there just isn't a computer and I don't feel like I need to blog so I don't go to the library like I used to. I'm sure once my friend and I settle into more of a routine, I'll be back to blogging more. Maybe. I'm 110% determined to NOT take him for granted and to always show him how much I care and appericate him.

I still haven't bought 1 Christmas gift. Who knows when I'll start that task. Hopefully soon.

Wait...Jo & I got Mom's gift. See the picture above. That's Jo, Santa, and me. Aren't we CUTE?

God is love!

Sunday, December 10, 2006

Can't Hold Us Down

Why must families stress each other out at Christmas time? Christmas time is about CHRIST! Someone does something nice, and because the other one is stressed & crabby due to working in retail this time of year, EVERYONE's head gets chopped off. Actually this current issue has nothing to do with MY family, but I'm still in the middle of the mess. Maybe I'm taking things overly personal, which I do, but just errrrrrrrrrr. Maybe because the one that was doing something nice was someone I really care about.

The attitude I had with my friend yesterday calmed down. It took me a couple of hours, then I was able to tell him what the issue was. I tend to take things personal, he's a snappy person. We've got to meet in the middle some.

We had a really nice time going to a Christmas Lightfest last night. It was funny cause we planned on going to two...and drove over an hour to get to one (that was advertised online & had been around for well over a decade) and it wasn't going on. Whatever that was about. The one we did go to was nice though, then we caught a fireworks show that was going on here, so we watched it from my friend's work parking lot (which we stopped at so I could use the bathroom). It was nice to see his office and all that stuff...so I know what he's talking about more.

My friend says he's going to Church WITH me today. Anyone want to place bets on that? He's a pretty traditional Catholic, so he's in for a bit of a shock. My Church(es) are very contemporary & not Catholic. Its the little kids Christmas show. I'm excited.

God is love!

Saturday, December 09, 2006

Blame, Etc.

So I wasn't going to blog from my friend's house, but right now if I don't things could get ugly and I don't want that.

Everyone is going to fight, I KNOW that. Life isn't going to be roses all the time. (Don't get me wrong, I still love him to pieces!) But let me just say ERRRRRRRRRRRR! He just bit my head off over something, something small, something not that important. I'm annoyed. I'll get over it, but for now, I have an attitude problem. It sucks when your boyfriend's mother is also one of your best friend's mother-in-law's. He's napping on the couch. Good idea...I think I need time to calm down at how he handle the situation, I think he needs a nap!

Onto other news...the heat is out at my parents house (thankfully we own space heaters!). The toliet here is broken (thankfully there are 3 bathrooms!)

Tonight, my friend & I are going to look at fancy Christmas light displays. At least, that's the plan...which knowing how we function, means, probably not.

Tomorrow is the children's Christmas program at the Church I've been going to. It shall be intesting because I've never been to a Church so large, with so many kids.

God is good, all the time. All the time, God is good!

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

Her Against Me

I'm alive. So much has been going on that I don't have a clue where to start.

I spent last week being SICK!!! I'm still NOT well by any means, but better then I was. I'm SICK of being sick and just want to be well. I'm trying SO hard. I don't know what to do anymore.

Between staying at Gma's & my friend's posts are hard to come by lately. If posting via email would work properly, I'd be able to post more...but yeah.

Thanksgiving was great! The food wasn't that good, but whatever. My friend, his brother & sister-in-law (being J & Shell), and I went to The Parade. We were able to watch from my friend's old work, so we were inside and outside (and the weather was great!) and had a blast!!! I haven't been since I was about 5 & J had never been. Then later, we went to my friend's cousin's house. There was about 40 people and I had a good time. I didn't panic or anything which is a bonus. His little cousins & nephew were so fun. The adults were cool to. Now ask me whose name I remember...and yeah.

The day after Thanksgiving I went up north with my family to visit my cool grandparents. Good food and fun. Nothing to exciting up there.

Then I got sick, and I've been sick and it sucks! My friend has been such a supportive trooper thru this entire mess. He even emptied out my puke bucket! I'd be lost without him.

I'm a little financially stressed with being so sick, missing so much work...but it will work itself out. So everyone probably won't get a Christmas gift. Oh well.

Now, about my friend...he's so fabulous! He's the greatest boyfriend a girl could dream for. He's a keeper for sure. He listens, he talks, he makes me smile, he makes me laugh, he is a great cuddler, he does a good job of putting in ear drops, he will let me control the remote, etc. I trust him. I'm in love. For everything he is, for everything he says, for everything he does, I love him. Yes, you heard me right. I trust him AND I'm in love. And he loves me.

I have my moments where I'm moron girl though and get annoyed that he just doesn't KNOW how I function yet. (Like when its time for Princess T to sleep or eat) Looking back, ST & I probably stayed together longer then we should have, because we knew each other so well. We were comfortable with each other and all that jazz. This getting to know my friend and just how the other one functions can be rough now and then...but we are in it for the long haul.

God is love!

Monday, December 04, 2006

Another test

Test #2
 
Testing 1 2 3...testing testing.

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