WHY do people insist on speaking (or typing!) before thinking?  I mean, this is my blog, a place for my thoughts and I still try to filter myself here.  Why would you say something to someone you call a FRIEND that you know would hurt them or their spouse?  People wonder why I get quiet and withdrawn. 

 

I am struggling with a disconnected feeling again, some depression (probably cause my Farmville USA best friend DIED!), some anxiety...yet I am EXCITED about getting married, our wedding, and trip to FL.  There have been lots of changes in my life lately and I've been dealing with them pretty well overall.  I am surprised at the calmness I feel.  The anxiety is so much less then I am used to for big events.

 

My (soon to be) step-son is the best.  I am so glad with how well we are bonding and all the nice things he says about me.  He is away for college & I wish he was with us more.  He was home this past weekend and I charish that time we get with him.  Its likely we will see him two weekends in June! 

 

God is love.

I hate how my mood can go from good to bad in a matter of seconds.

 

One week from today, I will be in warm, sunny FL!

 

God is love.